Writing. Breathing. Sleeping.
I'm trying to get my writing mojo back and have realized this week, as I opened up my laptop for the 8 millionth time only to stare at a blank screen staring back at me that I just need to start. I need to write something; regardless of how amazing or how awful it is, I just need to start writing again so that I can find my groove again and can get back to writing things that are more often amazing than they are awful.
I've given a million excuses for what has happened with this blog; the BlogHer conference put me off, I got pregnant and tired, I got the flu, I got more pregnant and more tired...you get the idea. But all excuses aside, I know that I need to write. I get such enjoyment out of writing, I feel right with my life when I write and I think I just need to keep at it in order to get better and get more creative and not have it feel like such a foreign activity because it shouldn't be. It's something I've done forever, and something I know I am confident. In a weird way, I know that at some point in my life, something will come of my writing. Whether that's in the form of this blog, if it comes from writing a book that gets published, or getting a column in a paper or magazine (any of which would be dreams come true). But none of that is going to happen unless I keep at it.
So here it is, a vow out there in public on this blog to keep at it! To keep writing, to keep thinking and to keep creating...I ask that you bare with me while I search to find myself the writer again...I promise I'll get my groove back soon and it will be better than ever!